ghhewe

Just had a mini-bath. I am still saving money by only turning on the water heater twice a week. This means that at some point the tank cools somewhat; like tonight. There was enough water to reach my shins, enough, enough to work up a lather to rejoice in 103 yen to the dollar. It's down to 103.180 right now. I have this cool widget thing in my sidebar and I watch it like a hawk. Just a few weeks ago I was telling the kids how much money I had possibly made if I changed my money at 107 and not 109. And now it's 103 and it's gonna go lower, much lower.
Let's just keep fingers crossed that the US doesn't get rid of the dollar that we know and introduce The Burger.
In other news, I love wine. I love how wine gives me enough of a buzz to make the day fun in the end. I'm able to forget where I am, how lonely I feel, how confused I feel about my everything. I just want somebody to come and scoop me up and take care of me. But that will never happen. Never, ever, ever.
So back to 103. Not bad. Not bad.
But it's gonna get better.
I want to write more. I don't want to leave this page. I feel connected when I am typing. When I stop typing I start flitting between this and that and this and that this and that and it's sooooooooooooooooooo maddening.
I need to read. Read. Hold a book. Not look at a screen.
I've gone crazy. In a bad way. Usually I am crazy in a refreshing way. But it's all a learning process. I thought I'd have it figured by 40. Obviously I don't.
Maybe when I am 103.
Not nite campers cos I am lonely.

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