October 6th 2008

I don't want to blog but I do. I do it because it's all I know this year. I hate going out. I don't crave any company. It's like I'm hiding from everything because I don't want to acknowledge that it's me here. I could have been elsewhere. If I had known what I know now, I wouldn't be here. But hey, things happen for a reason. Wtf this reason is I still have to figure out. I see no reason to it. Instead I well, I won't go there as I know it's boring for my readers to hear me whinge and whine and moan when hey, I have my health. I wish I could write all my feelings down here. All of them. But I can't. But in a nutshell; I feel like a fool.
I bought some fruit today. Persimmons. On special. $6 worth for $2. 10 mikans for $3.50. $3 worth of apples for $1.50. I bought the fruit because I liked the colours. When I feel down I crave bright things.
It's 17:18. My day is over.

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